As soon as i remember, i need to send a message to my doctor, basically “I know this sounds like a joke, but i keep forgetting to request a referral for the memory center, but it’s also possible that i haven’t been. ”
I think i’m working on it. Programming tasks, technical video games, efforts toward singular focus, moderation and healthy habits, and writing, above all.
“I’m not writing it down to remember it later, I’m writing it down to remember it now.”
I don’t remember when i started having memory issues, and i can’t figure out how bad it is. Don’t get me wrong, i’m not surprised. But working on a website like i do, overlapping tasks over hundreds of hours, has been a trip so far. I’m working to launch with about a dozen articles, and i swear to you a couple have appeared out of nowhere.
But shoot-golly, we are forgetting to breathe, forgetting to eat, forgetting that i don’t need to smoke, or in my weaker moments that i just had a drink. Forgetting there was a thought or a project i was just in the middle of, forgetting what pieces of my medical profile i have done and what i’m working on. “I shouldn’t be the one in charge of this”, i joke. Forgetting to pull the trigger on contacting people, forgetting that i’m not as widely hated as a person as i am in my own head.
