i don’t trust you: on empirical paranoia
I’m going to need to make fun of myself a bit here, because i’m generally soaked in anxiety, and i know my “take a shot every time my paranoia pays off” methodology is largely a symptom of my own eccentricities and assuredly steeped in confirmation bias and psychological cruft. So this is largely about the…
with a memory span for panic and sunshine
As soon as i remember, i need to send a message to my doctor, basically “I know this sounds like a joke, but i keep forgetting to request a referral for the memory center, but it’s also possible that i haven’t been. ” I think i’m working on it. Programming tasks, technical video games, efforts…
Relearning joy, lovingly strangling ego
Since 2019, I’ve experienced a rotting sensation when looking at anything related to my interests. Comedy, art, philosophy that I’d agree with — all started giving me this sort of jealous doom, the flip-side of the sheer motivational love I’d previously felt.
makery tools. The tech stack of current success
is it for my own reference, or yours?
Jokaisen Oikeus: On what I have in common with Finland
Finnish for “Everyone’s Right”, Jokaisenoikeus refers to the radical legal policy of some Nordic nations allowing a person to freely enjoy nature as long as they’re not being malicious. The font you’re reading (if you’re at quix.cafe), “Finlandica”, cites Jokaisenoikeus on it’s github, relating it to the spirit of their open source license. I like…
nefarious forces that conspire to silence me
this post is a work in progress. ignore it mostly.
in the spirit of starting again
i’m just going to go ahead and begin.
things i learned today

